Finally I Met The "Hacker"

Oh well... I always heard people that their account being used by someone unknown and their profile being used to post something ridiculous. I always wondering what will it feels if this kind of things happen to me.

So now is finally my turn to being hack by "someone" I don't know. However, is not one account being hack. Is both my Facebook and Twitter account being hack by this "someone" people. Not sure whether is the same person or two different human being.

I didn't on my laptop yesterday after 8pm because I gone out to have a drink with my friends and when I reach home is already late night around 2am. So I directly when to sleep instead of open my laptop to check on some stuff before I sleep because I usually did that. Hah?! But this time is different, I directly when to my bed. This is why I should have done my routine before sleep.

So... "Never change your routine, something bad might happen." So something "bad" really happen to me, I am a good example for this.

After I wake up this morning, I have a bad feeling of this. This is because I wake up with my left eye in red. Somehow like my eyeball in blood. Oh well, I am too exaggerating for that. Haha. My eyes just normal red and itchy, but the adult always told me if your left eye not in good condition it means something bad is going to happen.

Left bad, right good. I feel uneasy the whole morning. So I continue my daily routine, when to work and having my breakfast at McDonald. Since I still have my time being work, I on my laptop on the spot and when to check my Facebook, Twitter, Email.

This is what I get when I open my Facebook, "Is you eling? Or your account being hack?". Oh Ooo~ I stunned for a while and when to check my Twitter as well. Many direct message being sent.

I get sad and feel so sorry for those friends being spam. I quickly changed my password, but something else happen again. The stupid hacker changed my password?! I am so furious and worry more than before. So I try to type in username and click on "forgot password?". Thank goodness I can reset my password without typing in the "current password" to reset my account. *Phew~*

I feel more relief for this. I reset everything with a more stronger password. And say sorry to all my friends that being spam in Facebook.

Feel happy again, hope that my day won't get any more worst then account being hack. So sorry to my friends and hope won't happen to me again. If not I think I will just curse those hacker that have nothing to do. Kill them if I see them. Haha. Something like that won't happen. I just talking nonsense.

Ok guys, till the next post. Hope everything goes well. Bye. ^^

The Penguin

Ok so as per my title of this post. I will be talk about "the penguin".

So... I have been trying to do something I love so much that is drawing something cute. Last month I was so free in the office until I don't know what to do because all my works have done and there is no new work for me. I do a lot of thing just to get my time pass faster then usual and not to get myself in the boring mood. Therefore, I surfing Facebook to look at other people's stupid updates of what they doing there. Continue with tweeting my thoughts and feeling on Twitter, reading articles and latest news for k-pop, looking around in Youtube to find song for myself, even googl-ing random stuff. Never imagine time will go slower then ever, so I started watching drama in office. I know if some of my colleagues saw it and will ask me some lame question "You so free izit?". I was like =.=||| "Of cause, if not why am I watching drama instead of doing my work."

I was thinking why don't I use this free time to do something I like. So I started drawing. Yes I drawn a "penguin" that looks like a bird [someone said so]. Awww~ But still it looks cute to me. Haha. And I love it so much.

Actually I am quite sad previously because all the stuff I drawn gone to a waste for a brand. The client just keep change and change, say no to this and to that, it really does hurt but still okay for me. Until the client suddenly says that this is not what she wants, and I have already done it. It really hurt my interest in drawing stuff on that spot. I keep telling myself, I have done a quite nice job... Don't mind the client, it just doesn't meet her objective, that's all. So yes, new drawing come up for that brand. Continue to fight for approval.

And here is my b/w penguin, I been trying to fill in color for this penguin. Yet every time I try to color it, end up "Eling... I have something for you to do now. Come to my place." This is the reason why until now I have given this cute penguin it's color.

Someone might ask me, "why don't you use your night time after work to fill in the color?". So sorry, is because I sleep early after I started working, because I need to wake up damn early to make breakfast and go work. Everyday wake up at 6am morning where my work hour starts at 10am. So many hours in between, I should sleep more and wake up late. Cannot! < My brother will says this to me. -.- Because he fetches me to work and won't let me go by public transport because so many rumors and news of kidnapping, bla bla bla.... So this is the reason and he starts work very early at 830am. So no choice lo. I always go work damn early and waited at McD until the working time.

One week five days I really feel tired and more tired every day, every month. Keep wondering and asking myself is this possible for me continue working after I finish studying my degree? Hmmm~ Is difficult for me to answer this question. Since I don't know will my thoughts the same after studying and I still need to work for money to repay my parents for the money they give me to study oversea. So there is no excuse for me, I must fulfil their high expectation on me. So let's just says "Fighting!<3"

Let's continue fighting until the next post here. Bye =)

Time To Decide

Why I said "is time to decide now"? For sure there is a reason behind this. No that to decide my future or anything that is so serious. Is just a minor decision I have to make for myself.

I always wanted a phone of my own choice instead of phone that people give it to me. Up until now, all the handphones that I have used is not really what I wanted. When I was secondary school, my parents won't allow me to have a handphones on my own so I share a phone with my mum. They said that if I have a phone of my own for sure I will learn bad and always go out with friends. Yea~ so this is what a over protective parents think that time. Not that I hate them being like that, just that time I still didn't realize anything. Can say that I am still children minded [what parents say to me are always right]. Some might says that this is because you grow up in a countryside which is easy minded compare to those that live in the crazy city. Say for real, I am quite agree with that "somehow". 

Before I came to KL to continue my studies at college after Form5, in my mind is still thinking that how nice will that place be? However after arriving here and live here for some period, I started to realize that the people that live in the city have a different mind set. How can I explain? They use their brain more often compare to me, I will only use my brain when needed. Haha~ This is why I am easy to trick and easily trust every single word they say to me.

So up until now, I have changed phone few times, I also lost my phone twice. This is really a funny thing to say, a person that lost her phone twice, how can she be so unlucky that twice being stolen. Yes. I am totally speechless. May be the god giving me chances to change my phone. < this is what I think. =) Such a childish mind I have.

And every new phone is being paid by my dad, but not this time where I lost my phone the 2nd time. Since I started working for few months already, I can afford to buy a new phone I want. I am so damn happy and excited. Telling my brother that finally I get to make my own choice.

And so... I regretted. Why? Because is so hard to decide on which one to buy. So many choices, so many brands, so many model, so many and many... What? 

I was thinking on buy a smartphone that is trendy right now. Then I start to choose, iPhone, Sony Xperia, HTC, Samsung... Oh no... I ask my friends for advice, for sure lots of them telling me to get an apple brand, but is so expensive compare to the others. It is "branded" indeed. Haha. Suddenly I new model out for Sony, Xperia S. Wow! The design the specs and everything so nice. I decided then.

The always for sure something will happen. This time my friends decide to go on a island trip before I fly on Sept. What I mean I will fly on Sept? I am going further studies oversea, out from Malaysia. Am so happy that my father actually allow me to go further studies overseas instead of locally. Though I know my parents for sure will have the burden for the financial part. But they keep asking me no worry about financial, as long as that is what you want. Seriously I cried and hug my parents tightly that time. Thanks them a lot. Therefore, I shall work hard to complete my degree there.

So back to going trip. If I decided to go on a trip with them, no I for sure to go on a trip on June. So the money I have won't allow me to buy Xperia S. Oh my... Should get a cheaper on then.

But?!! But I am being remind by one of my friend of how I use to love and wanting to get a Jphone [Japanese Phone]. Jphone is so awesome, I love the design especially the flipping screen part. Haha. another problem come out again. After going through the link they give me, I wanted Docomo Sharp SH-03D Aquos Shot Phone. 

So as a result for all above, I still can't decide on which phone to get for myself. Smartphone, Jphone, whatever phone... Lalala~ The end. 

Searching For Something Through Drawing

After few months of working in a design company. I have been doing banners, edm, magazine ads, web mocks design, logo design or even Facebook cover photo design as well. None stop of brain storming for ideas.

However, this time is kind of different which I get to draw instead of just using illustrator to design graphics. Although it is still digital drawing not hand draw. Yet its direction is more to doodling. I am quite happy for that. At least is something that I quite like it. 

After receiving the brief from the client and my boss, I started drawing with fun and some many things in my mind that I wanted to draw out in the design. Then, something come to my mind "You can't draw everything that comes to your mind, you need to draw something that is related instead for the project". The next expression in my mind is "Da~ So What? Hmm~". 

I started drawing something I like, and here come the problem. Every time I started drawing, always I end up drawing cute character out instead of those serious drawing or those professional drawing. I stopped a while, and think. After that, I mess around with what I have draw to make it more funny, lame and more serious. 

In the same time, I didn't realise that my boss is standing behind me. Some miracle happen suddenly, 

my boss shouted "Wow! Eling, I never expect you to draw so nice. I expected something more messy. You know, you are good in drawing".

\(O.O'')/ I give him 2 big eyes and keep silent. 

My boss continued "Is nice, ok, send it to me now and I send it to client and let her have a look to approve and continue with the colouring part."

\(O0O!)/ My thoughts ["Are you serious? This drawing is just for fun. I didn't even started drawing on the real one."]

My boss with a happy face and go off to toilet which is what he wanted to do before he stands behind me.

\(=_=|||)'/ Oh well, since he said so. I saved it as the jpg file then send it to his email. 

Everything go smoothly after client approved. But something happen which some stupid fellow from other company gives us the wrong brief. Not totally wrong but something that mislead us from the 1st place. And the deadline is tomorrow! 

This makes everyone upset including my boss, my boss ended up to directly contacted the client itself to get a better knowing into this problem. However, there is no choice but to make a temporarily before the actual one is up. So everything going just fine.

But... Yet... The client herself started to become more picky about the drawing. I have refine over 6-8 times, which include, add in new drawing, combine this and the previous ones, don't want this and that. Hmm~ This makes me a little bit frustrated and lower down my mood in continuing. 

A few times in the night after work, I wanted to cry. I felt a little bit stressed. Because I not only having this drawing stuff, but I also have a website to design then code it, and I have as well edm to do html. Tons of things waited for me to accomplish. Although sometimes while waiting for approval, I am so damn free that I can do my own stuff in the office. 

I don't care, so I just continue refine, wait approval and finally. Ok. Now the problem started again. Which is the colouring part, the direction, the style she wanted. Since I am not so good in colouring. So I keep researching, changing again and again, until now still working on it.

A simple little drawing can be so scary that takes such a long time to finish it though I am not done yet. 

While waiting for approval again. I was thinking to draw my own timeline cover photo in Facebook. So cute stuff started again. 

^ For fun and I quite love what I draw. =)

Ok. Until then I shall continue to fight in my work. Off to work now. Bye. <3

Batch 88 & 91 | GRADUATED [03.03.12]

yes! Yes! YEs! YES! YES!

I can now announce to everyone I am officially graduated from The One Academy of Communication Design after 3 years of hard works. Fighting day and night for assignments and projects. Running here and there  around the college campus. The money for printing, scanning, buying materials, buying laptops, buying DSLR, etc. everything is so worthy now. (< My dad said so. Haha. His true voice in his mind all along.)

                                             ^ My lovely family.


That day is so happy, yes indeed. Get to meet back all the friends that didn't see each other since few months ago after the last session of class. Yet I am so touching that all my family members come to attend my graduation ceremony. At first the decide not to come because is so tired to come all the way from my home town, Kuantan. But at the end my dad decide to come, I feel so happy, 3 hours of driving from there to here to be with me, I know my parents are super tired. Thank you daddy and mummy. Love you always.

                                                      ^ sweet.

                                 ^ This bunch of crazy friends as well.

And yes is a reunion for all of us, taking photos, wearing our robes, wearing mortar board, walking through the red carpet, receiving our scroll from Tatsun, fooling around below the stage, all together. It is really awesome. I just want to say "You guys are awesome!"

And one of my friend, Hsu-Cherng, he really make us all proud to receive The Best of the Best Dean's List as a MM91 members, as a Extension.91 members. But the true him is naughty, because in my mind and thought about him is he always bullying me. Haha~ He deserves the award.

Never forget. I get to hangout with my old buddies. The CD0901-2 friends, my old friends. Friends forever, although I seldom hangout with them since I enter a different major. But we still buddies... thinking back all the old times where we fool around and forget ourself. That day we get to crazy again. But yet I am a little sad because I can't split myself with them and with MM91 friends. Awww~ but we still get to take a few pictures. Hohoho~ Thank you. Love you.

                                 ^ The handsome guys & pretty girls.

After receiving scroll and awards time, we finally can take off the big and hot robes that I wore for more then half a day. And everyone revealing how they wear under the robes. Of cause as expected where guys will wear black suit with tie and girls will wear dress. Moreover, one of my classmate/ex-housemate that always wear like a boy in class, suddenly appear in dress with make up. This is really shocking "WOW!". Yet she is damn pretty and hot. At this day everyone is handsome and pretty then usual.

                                                     ^ woohoo~

Throwing the mortar board is a traditional event, it is also telling everyone that we are really graduated from the college and entering to the industry. This is a very happy moment that everyone throwing their mortar board upwards, even end up cannot find back their mortar after the event. Haha~ is so funny and joyful moment.

Being apart is always a sad thing to mention. Graduated is happy but we also need to say goodbye to each other and to our beloved lecturers that teach us. May be we still will meet when we back TOA, but it will be very seldom, and some of the lecturers also leaving TOA as well. Not to say among ourself the MM91 where some are working, may be there will be gathering yet not all will attend and some include myself might going oversea to further studies. This makes the chances to meet each other more less.

                                         ^ The MM family photo.

And yes, we never forget to take enjoy ourself until the max power. It is so funny where us MM family has become popular because we keep the impossible. Shouted cheers, "Yam sheng!" for 4 times, other people thought it is a wedding ceremony instead. Hahaha~ anyway we also keep asking lecturers to take photos until they feel tired also. But we are full of never stopping energy, they still do their best to take photo with everyone. Thank you.

Hmmm, it seems like I have said a lot of "Thank you", a lot of "Love", a lot of words... I just can't stop talking and share all the fun thing since this is also the one and only time where we get to graduated together. Seriously thank you and love from me to all of you. I will treasure all of it in my heart. The moment and everything.

That day end rather quickly compare to the normal weekend. It is just a few second, everything just end in a flash. From taking photos > walking red carpet > receiving scroll > dinner > photo again. After that going back to our own home. It is quite tired after everything ends. When I gone back to the hotel room, I just fall and barely move my legs. But keep on laughing and smiling because it is just nice and happy even everything ends.

Wake up another morning, seriously it is just like a dream to me. Keep asking myself that "The ceremony yesterday izit true?" Pinching my own face and OUCH! it is really hurt. So yes! It is true indeed, because the flower, the scroll, all the things is on the table. It makes me thinking why time didn't just playback one more time to let me experience the fun I have last night?

Everything end here. I shall concentrate back to my work. And leave the memory in my heart as part of my energy to keep going forward. If there is really time, please stay in touch and hangout together ya! I will be so happy.


-The End-