Emotional mood now. How I wish my mood can be better. But really that everything seems to not go on as what I think it should be. Although I should be happy because next week will be my graduation ceremony for my study in diploma.
Anyway my mood is damn down because after worrying about my laptop and hardisk. Now is my offer letter/email from Universities. Hmmm~ Since my parents have limited amount of money to let me go further studies oversea. So I hope my application to study there for one year can be approved, I worry if more then one yet then the money may need to readjust again. I don't want to stress my parents yet now I stressed myself for this kind of thing. This is also why all my friends always said me is a "negative mind" thinker. Not that I want to think about it but this case keep on going round and round inside my brain to make me go to think even everyday before I go to bed. This only can be resolve or end after I get the approval. If not I shall think until I might need someone or else thing to release my stress for this.
I not sure what should I do now but yes I will keep thinking yet I also need give myself a bit of positive mind to give myself a hope for the offer. So now I shall keep waiting and hope really just one year.
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